anger management.

Okay, so like 90% of the time I'm a master of the zen arts when it comes to keeping my anger in check however, those 10% of times seem to crop up and make me rage so hard that it's like a forest fire, seemingly going for days without any sign of slowing down or completely stopping, today is one of those days. I was having a great day, watching shows and listening to music while i played video games, something i do most days because that's my prerogative its something i thoroughly enjoy doing I'm not prone to raging like what the media seems to think, where everyone goes into a berserker rage because they learnt to in a video game, that whole convoluted mess is a gigantic pile of horse shit. In fact that is probably one of the biggest lies the media forces onto people who don't know any better. Playing games is a way to relax, relieve stress etc, i mean what better way to make yourself feel better than to hop onto a game and beat something senseless? Sure sometimes you will mess up and fail, but its a game you just restart and try again. Its beautiful, the main problem is that some people, not a great deal depending on which gaming community you're in can take you're great mood and drop a fat steaming shit on it, this is what has happened to me today, TWICE in the space of three hours. THIS has made me angry, why? because people cannot learn to calm the fuck down and chill the fuck out. ITS A GAME FOR FUCK SAKES. I realise that its hypocritical of me to say that while getting angry at them, however they managed to rub me the wrong way, the second more because i was angry because of the first, who just seemed to be the most incompetent idiot i have ever come across, i mean i've played games with people who cant even speak the same fucking language as me and it has made me rage less. because they aren't so fucking stupid as to not be able to understand simple concepts. Like quick ingame signals to go somewhere likes its that hard? no, any tom dick or harry could master something that simple. however some people take it a step further, i wont call them a "troll" because they weren't they don't have the BRAIN POWER to know that a troll is infact a monster that dwells under a bridge. Not this whole idea of someone who pesters people on the internet and goes HUR HUR I R TROLL DERP. bollocks its a fucking stupid dunce thing that only 12 year olds and people who think they're being clever are, the kinds of people i would gladly beat in the head with a brick or large stone. This isn't because of video games though, no this is because i'm sick to my back teeth of the stupid and incompetent breeding. its something that shouldn't be allowed. It just waters down the gene pool. And they become too stupid to realise that fucking their sister/brother/mother/father/cousin isn't something you should do. Sure back in the day, the royal families did it, but just look how great they've turned out. You'd think people would learn a fucking lesson, but no. Even when beaten into someone somethings just cannot be learnt. But if i'm completely honest, I've slowly creeping to the point where i'm just going to become a hermit and tell everyone to get the fuck out because this shit is BEYOND ridiculous. But all in all, the whole thing is like trying to catch a storm in a teacup. regardless of how hard you try, you're just wasting your own time, and everyone elses. So with that last final note, I bid you a due and i hope any who read this, have a better day than i. Goodbye.